This time 4 years ago the night sitter came for the 2nd night,I agreed to go upstairs to bed and leave you with her,(you were already in a deep sleep)but gave her strict instructions to wake me if anything changed. We knew deep down this would probably be your last night but I was mentally exhausted and had to sleep,they all told me. That was a Saturday night,and on the Sunday I rarely left your side,I held you and watched your breathing change,hour by hour,minute by minute,I was begging you to give up your fight,but you fought till the end. I honestly didn’t think my tears would ever stop,or my heart would ever mend. It’s been a hard 4 years,and I am so great full to everyone that has been by my side,and have certainly found out who the true friends really were,so many people promised you that they would always be here for your family,but only the genuine ones have stuck by there word.I really hope you are so proud of us all and the new skills I have learnt. I love you forever and a day,and will miss you until the day we reunite. 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔