I just don't know how to word this, it seems like forever since I last saw you, since I last heard your voice and chatted for a while, putting the world to rights! When I look back its not the big things I'm most grateful for but the little things, the trips to work (or fareham) in your van that meant I got extra time to chat with you, the shopping trips to buy mums presents, my last trip as a single person on our way to the church, time spent with you!! I look back on my life and know it was amazing because you were my dad, and you always done your best to make us happy and let us know you loved us in your own way (for example telling me to help you clean the fish out with you when I was upset). Weve now spent a year without you dad and I honestly don't know how I'm going to get through the rest of my life! I miss you so so so much but I hope you're looking down on us with pride. Sleep tight daddy xxx